Another Day?

Its Monday. Yesterday morning Ashley realized she had left her only set of car keys at her aunt and uncle's house, about an hour away. We had day plans and figured we'd go at night - and so the day went and night followed and the plan ensued. We listened to the comedy channel, on the satellite radio, on the way up, laughing all the way. As soon as we got back in the car after seeing her uncle I felt strange, drained and sad with anger. I couldn't quite place why. In a relationship there is always something going on as two people seek to balance themselves in relation to the other. But I went deeper and drew on my history of like feelings and situations. What I came out with was a deep and true understanding of how sensitive I am to energy. The real importance of Energy Capsule training became real to me. I dug a little further to realize why I never really felt fully enveloped by my depression; it was never mine but the family's that I felt. There were a few more realizations but this was the most pertinent.
As we work to understand how we can manage and utilize our energy more effectively, I find this discovery / revelation extremely important to my growth in so many ways and I feel a relief to finally answer and tie off some loose end questions that I've never fully bothered to explore, I just always figured them inexplicable. I feel renewed in spiritual strength having drawn on my brain's strength training through Dahn practice. I will march on with a sharper blade of decisiveness as I grow in to the place of master.